Codes and Secrets, Past and Future

Codes do not block me out from life,

Secrets do not either,

I solve codes,


I discover Secrets,

But I do not shout them out.

I work alone,

With no one by my side,

Me, a teen, only thirteen,

Cracking codes, finding secrets,

Is this what I should be doing?

Is there nothing more to my life?

Watching, Hacking, Desiring,

Is there nothing more?

I could do a lot,

But should I choose too?

What is my future?

What is right and wrong?

How could I do this alone?

What is my life?

How can I start it?

Yes but that’s the thing,

My past and my future are not the same.

And there is no telling what my future holds,

Is it bad or is it good,

No one knows.

I could sit here,

Thinking, wondering,

What is my future?

But there is another thing could do,

And that’s make my own future and nothing else.